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September is my favourite month! Need not to say more about it...  Is dancing time!

Music of the Month : September by Earth, Wind, and Fire

Before

My newly expanded office photos, first ever release in this blog. Well, it were renovated early this year. Yet, I still find a bit plain over the big glass window. I wish to have a row of small flower pots filling up the area but I bet the very next morning, someone would have steal it or damaged the flowers. After my very first room makeover project, it inspired me to create the same effect over in my office. So, after 40 minutes of time usage.....

View from far


Closeup view

a beautiful scenery created!! Yuhoo...

Todays's track : 花花宇宙by Kelly Chen 

Full View

A very simple pineapple carrot cake, that just need 30 minutes preparation + 45 baking time + 15 cooling time to start enjoying this cake!

Close up view

Date Baked : 19th July 2009
Time Baked : 5.00 pm
Result :  Success!
(but need to reduce the sugar a lil' bit)

Before

I've been looking for ideas to have a makeover at my room. I'm satisfied with the current design, but well, just wanted to give a fresh look. So a lot of things cross in my mind. In fact, whole chunk of list, which are yet to be accomplished yet:

• Wallpaper
• Ceiling Light
• World collectibles (places that I travelled) to be display on my existing 3 level rack
  (the rack not shown in this picture)
• A new curtain
  

After using the sticker decor

Closeup View

Viola! Hehehe it has a 3D effect too.. :P It tooks me 45 minutes to have this flower tree done. I have to stick the flower petals one by one. Good thing is, it leave the the flexibility to redesign the tree on how it should be "grow".

Oh, there is upcoming project for me besides Jovan's room. I've been assigned to design my office glass window too.. 

Today's track : Beautiful by Akon

Closeup view

It was my dad's birthday yesterday. This year I presented him a simple birthday cake, most importantly an edible and tasty cake! Had good compliments from my parents that this cake tasted nice. It definetely make a good couple with a cuppa of coffee..  

Full view

I'm excited in baking more cakes...

Today's Track : I'm So Excited! by Bumble Bee

The King of Pop had gone for now. It were a waste that Michael Jackson no longer able to produce new songs or even perform for the whole world but his remaining tracks will definetely keep running over the years, decades, and more. Michael Jackson is not just a singer who produce great songs, but songs that keeps everyone moving whether you agree or not. Over the years, the music industry keep updating on their music genre. There are new talented singers around. But nothing can ever replace Michael Jackson as all his songs tuning right inside our heart instead of our ears.

He's been my all time favourite singer to me and to all, I believe. Most amazing thing his 80s songs still sounded awesome as in today, 2009. That's what we called a music icon. May Michael Jackson finally rest in peace.

Today's track : Bad by Michael Jackson

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I don't understand lately. I always been cautious at things.. But then it seems a lot bothering me these days. A lot of things in my mind. Not just work, not just stress, but is more than that....  Is like my brain never stop working... Even not in my sleep... I dreamt. 

How do I determine whether I'm really getting more clumsy these days, huh? In same week, I left my handphone in my own car and one of my friend's car more than 3 times.. Or I should say countless... I also searching high and low for my Touch and Go card. Then, next comes my small wallet that contains all my credit cards and IC... Not to say I left my dad's GPS system in his car and it's showing obviously in the dashboard... I'm attracting unwanted attention by doing so.. Hohohoh!

I can't remember when and how it exactly it slip out from my hand..  Just that I seem day dreaming...  I not too sure what am I wander about. I am not too sure what is bothering me... Or perhaps I know? But I doubt that causes me... Well, perhaps is just me naturally becoming clumsier... Die lor... Lolz!

Today's track : Clumsy by Fergie

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How exactly u perceived your life? Different people have different thoughts. We can't expect people to read our own minds. Sometimes, by letting a person knows what's in your thought, is just make things simplify. Hahah like what I recently watched in Confessions of a Shopaholic, when Rebecca Bloomwood says "Do you speak Prada?".  Is just the same.  "Do you speak Bel's language?" Or perhaps "Do you speak someone else language?" Many times, a lot people put a lot of expectation in something and in someone. But did the expectation that they trying to fulfilled is what they had put an effort on? Or just is merely a say of words?

Life is full of patterns. It might be square, circle, a long line, curvy line, zig zag line or even more complicated patterns. Sometimes the life you have now doesn't mean is a dead end. You had the choice to change the patterns. Do not blame your current situation you are into. Instead search for the next pattern choices to beautify your life. Life isn't a dull moment. A mixtures of each patterns form a beautiful graphic in you.

* This article specially dedicated to those who in need of understanding about the value of life... 

This morning I brought my dad for an eye checkup recommended by my close friend. And the results is, being diagnosed as glaucoma. This is the 3rd doctor that we met. And he needs to do a laser treatment which going to take about 10 minutes.  It is called as laser trabeculoplasty .

Although is quite common among elderly, yet is still my dad. Kind of worry though. But I should believe the technology of the world of medical. And the day is going to be 4th July.

Definitely not coz of my heels, coz I don't even wear such high heels (anything not more than 2.5") plus I been wearing flat shoes for the past 5 days. The photo just for illustration purpose. It just looks, well, stylish... :P

Lesson learnt today : One Step At A Time

Had an amazing trip back in Kampar-Ipoh-Taiping. Had an aching shoulder, butt and feet from the long hours drive. But we ate quite a number of good food. I had never heard of Pasir Pinji before this trip. Not until I discovered there are a few gems inside this small area. Just a 10-15 minutes distance from Ipoh New Town. U can be easily lost in this area. Not until I visited this area twice, then only I start recognising the way to this area.

Thought I had not completely try all the food listed in my "DIE DIE MUST TRY" food listing, but so far the food absolutely awesome!

I currently still missing my mee rebus (Stall 50) at Casual Market, Taiping and 花生糊 (Peanut Tong Sui aka Fang Sang Woo) and Machi in Pasir Pinji, Ipoh!!
The stall owner of the 花生糊 are really good samaritan. You couldn't believe it. With us losing our way, we drove back to them, and ask for directions (no choice la, no GPS), instead of giving us direction, they get their car, asking us to tail them from behind to the way of next makan place in our itinerary... 

Will post up photos soon.....

I couldn't sleep at all.. Perhaps finding someone to talk to is better... But I can't express true feeling at times... Even I know I still have a my family and bunch of friends who cares bout me, but that doesnt enough to even cure my own heart... This is very much about myself... I find I'm more expressive when I start writing..  That's why I choose to blog today..

2 years back, I still remember every single details. I still remember I was in the hospital at the side of my sister.. She still breathing hard before she had her last breath...  Doctor told us she is in coma, and should not have any reaction due to high drug usage... I find a moment of me and myself alone in the room, I've told her, "Jeh, I always know u r tough.. U never lose in this battle. U are always a winner to me.. Jeh, I really love you..". I saw right in front of me, her tears rolling down.. We both did..

I always tell myself not to question WHY... Death is just part of our journey in life.. Although is going to be the last chapter in our life.. That what I tell everyone.. Even to my dad when he was sorrow 2 years back...

Yes we can control the way we want to live but I certaintly felt.. we cant control how long we stay alive....  But today... in my heart, for the very first time, I would really like to scream out loud, WHY YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIS FROM ME?

Sometimes when you love a person a lot, you dont even know how to express to him/her, Only your inner heart knows it... I've born as a cheerful gal. Everyone knows it.. But does that mean a cheerful person always that cheerful. I lose my shine at times...  I beginning to lose more... My smile had faded.. Not in a way that I thought it used to be... How I wish my smile can be true. How I wish someone could bring back my smiles..

OH well, is getting real late.. BEL, better get some sleep before you need to get up early tomorrow. Bought a nice flower bouquet for her sis..  :D

Phew.. Seriously I'm so much better now.. Computer server also might be facing downtime.. So is just another day of me being emotional.. Hehe! Yayy.... Sleeping time...

Well music of the day.. 快樂  ;)

3 more days.......

Hahhaha I dont have any intention to add this entry actually coz my mind is blank right now and got nothing to express on my today's feeling. Just simply wanna countdown... In fact pretty tired .... Just finish part of my work.. Yes... I couldn't say completed, I only managed to meet my target for the day only... Yipeee!!

Bel gonna zzzzz...

It's been some time since I walk passed KL Plaza. Or I should say even entering the building itself. Used to going there for my Japanese classes together with my sister. But I've stop doing so. Perhaps I'm lazy or perhaps I just miss the moment of me and my sister rushing for our classes, sharing notes n etc. Whatever reason it be, KL Plaza of today and KL Plaza 2 years ago is totally different. It kinda suprised me in a way. Looking from the main entrance, is all dark and gloomy. There are no tenants at all.

The world keep moving. And things around us keep changing. Sometimes I felt the changes are too drastic. I've to keep pushing up myself  in order to adapt the changes. Perhaps I'm pushing myself too hard. Perhaps so.......

The changes I meant is not bout achieving goals and things. The changes for sure is bout my sister.

This coming 19th April. Is gonna be 2 years since my sis left us.. Seriously, until now.. I always tell myself to accept the facts.. Yes I did... But yet.. the fact sometimes I felt is too cruel even to believe...

Bel really miss her sister.......